When I was
little the fields and forests were my playground. I didn't
know how lucky I was to have that. It must have been there
that I developed my deep love and respect for nature, for all things
wild and untamed. That passion definitely comes out in my
music. I have written over sixty songs and one of the
dominant themes is protection of the environment, an appreciation
for the natural places we all share and enjoy. I am watching
so many of those wild places be destroyed now and once they are
gone, they are gone forever. Nothing can ever replace the
diversity and beauty that takes centuries to form.
In my
early twenties I found myself alone with my two children. It
was a very difficult time, but it was during that time that I
started to write in earnest. It was more like the songs
demanded to be written. I don't know how else to explain
it. Most of my songs were written during this very intense
period. I played at weddings, funerals, I was in a band that
played in small venues in
Ontario, but anything
to do with my music was always extremely difficult. I recorded
a demo and then a full length CD, "Spirit of the Wind." Local
newspapers were supportive, a radio station in
Kingston played it, but
I didn't find out about that until years later. It did very
well in Kingston, if
only I'd known about it! I kept trying to play at folk
festivals, open stages and local venues but I didn't have the
confidence to take it to the next level.
If I was only a
singer maybe I could let it all go. There are a lot of
wonderful singers in this world, but it's the songwriter thing that
just won`t let go. It`s the songs, I feel a responsibility to
the music.
When I look
around my world these days I definitely don't like what I see.
Trees coming down all around me, animal habitat being destroyed and
poisoned water. Native Drum was one of those special songs
that wrote itself. The only way I can describe the process of
writing that song was that it came through me. It's definitely
mine, but it's creation was in another place. I got the chorus
line "And my heart it beats to a Native Drum", but that was
it. I knew it was a song, but I didn't get the rest of the
melody and lyrics until two years later. The whole think was
done within ten minutes. The process is a mystery but the
subject is definitely relevant to
today.